Hopefully Temporary Delay(prepare for anger mode)...

too long of a wait, no time given what so ever. enraged at a lot of things right now(not related to technology of all things!), but I'm not done and you can count on that.(... or may be victim to too much anime speeches of amazing hero's, but for real as cheesy as i could say it).

and no, I'm not down because of a recent comment to my recent video.

 lol :P

far from it.

keeping my problem short for all of you out there, financial problems... simple as that.
thought Patreon, but who the hell would want to send money to an odd idiot like me with barely watchable content i give. let alone the amount of people I run into...
affiliate links aren't getting the response I thought it would give, and really need to look at YouTube not as a money making site.

as much as I dream of (and I say it in a terrible narrative voice knowing for a fact this sounds ridiculous but let an idiot dream) being a YouTube Star! an Amazing Content Creator giving Kick Ass tracks, Animations, Shorts, even games. too bad my egos bigger than that.
will anyone tell me that? ... ... no, not even my close friends or family will tell me that exact roast and thats the problem I'm in and it happened last year with my Minecraft Videos.

also putting this problem short(and hopefully understandably translatable) lack of genuine support. what do I mean by this? not a "pay me all money so I can achieve this goal" or "give me all physical help to solve all my problems" or "say 'you can do it' so I can feel better" and even the complete opposite of that phrase!!
you don't have to know fully how the platform works, i'm just sick of people saying what would sound ok, but feel negative, empty, and meaningless, and shown especially. it's like they don't believe that one CAN go big on YouTube... ... well, crap I said 'short' could've edited that part out.

back to the present; I have a job now, currently finding a place now, and still gonna hit hard once i settle. when will that be? after the first week of October, and will switch my upload schedule to a different day(or maybe not... we'll see). actually... ... ... I totally forgot! so, the other video that came up(the one that was supposed to be Monday!) I also put it on Newgrounds and got a bigger response, Not BETTER but a lot more than YouTube.



I can finally tell you all my goal I want to achieve which may end up halting all of my progress on YouTube, and really don't care about the Algorythm at this point. one of which that is overall: I want to give smile, or a laugh, at least a good feeling or feeling better than whats going on who's life is reading this. whether it be "That was Awesome!! I hate that character!" or other ridiculous phrases I'm guilty for.

now for the goal I'd to complete and show to all with you're help when the time comes:
A new Pokemon Anime Show, we all know our thoughts good and bad about the current one(no faults against the sun and moon version, mostly because I haven't seen it yet. but I already know the premise) and we got a awesome but short ORIGINS, I've been left wanting not just more but something new as well.

from my other blog post for Lance V.S. Dovahkiin I shared my Idea of the new technology that somewhat replaces the Pokeball, personally I think we need new protagonist and antagonist, some form of technology, updated cities from older ones (taking about Kanto).
and who's gonna do it? .. .. ... ... (sigh, more Ego boosting time) me. I'll do it.
I'll gladly stop my time Youtube to start this project, so the next question will be, where do i start?
... ... ... ... ... I need to confess, I have something in the works. a small Album on one song... ... ? wait one? what song?
The Gym Battle.
Album, One song? ? very confuzled...

there's 8 gym leaders, 8 different types, 8 different genres, styles. ... ... !!
I already have 3 down, currently doing one(well 'was' with the situation I'm in), and will be Half way done.
so, what about after?
I'll publish the album free, and i'll start storyboarding a gym battle around the songs that were created. taking some time now to right down, moves being used, what action to take, environments to note down.
this is no normal battle though, much like the poor examples of the Lance VS Dovahkiin, and the RISE video. this fight is to teach you the scenario you'll be in for a real fight. what fight? ... ... (more on that in the far future).

EXAMPLE: Lt. Surge- his gym is an Elevator to the generator below the gym. his rules are as follows.
when the elevator stops at the bottom the round starts,
when the generator starts the next round starts,
and when the elevator stops at the top, the round is over.

what are rounds? there will be 3 each round with these types of rounds in mind
Pokemon ONLY
Trainer ONLY
and BOTH

it can be in any order, each gym will have different sets of rules. the whole point is to test how you'll solve this problem
continuing lt surge;
it's time trial, and a game of tag, only once tagged the round is over. so it's a time trial of survival.

now with what i sadly can't cover til i'm in a better place(and after the project), so wanting to remix a song from this game!!

 

so angry... ... good excuse right?

i also need to clarify something and still trying make better... i suck at social marketing in general. I make the Ideas, just feeling very shy proud when it comes to sharing with others(or self promoting in some eyes...) well it's gonna be a long wait, til October. for me anyway.

gonna finish up some loose ends, and in a positive genuine matter. being a kick ass YouTuber!!

ok, enough my ego boosting, probably gonna go quiet cause of social nonsense and people I can't stand.
to all Lovers and Haters, be ready to be Overdrived in the future!

Solar J.T.R.5