al right, why the 2 week wait again....?

Last week was a blast! as of having a silly plan for an achievement I've been wanting to get for some time now. of course, before that main event, great moments I've had seeing the worst happen again but having a good time anyway :)

FNAF (Five Nights at Freddy's):
after an attempt I did before Monday I decided to try that again only failing miserably getting close and dying afterwards. keeping my cool but getting a jump here and there were definitely my favorite parts playing the 5th night over and over again.

Minecraft Skywars/ TMD/ and New server
won a game and got more kills nothing new... although I can say progress is better than none. I return to the exact same spot I died at last week, that was a great shock *and dying a few moments later...*(it was hilarious)
Time lapsing like crazy to get an Idea of how big it is in these servers, well like I said *It's Crazy*(how creative)
and the new server, well... keeps changing not knowing what to call the server. *It clearly doesn't know what it wants to be* (as I enjoyed the last 2 places just fine, I can't keep up... ... no I'm not old yet)
and the next best part happening "The Haters" came into play *for 20 minutes.... that's it?* (It's also hard to tell where the Haters go...), The best interaction I've had in some time. I was actually waiting for that day, and yet this group played along very well unlike the last one trying to tell me what's wrong with my "COLOR"... ... ... (he still can't get over that)*it's hilarious, that it was too serious for him or I'm completly blind that I know nothing of the contraption I was using* (well, no matter. ... Anyways-).

Alien: Isolation
still unpredictable to this day after 2 years later of it's release, counting it's glitch fest and broken scripts It's still a fun and frightening ride in Sevestapol (it's not a rollercoaster)*figurative speech, my friend. Figurative. Speech*
practicing for the One shot in my worst spots of the play-through, and you can see the results on twitch right now in my Archives https://www.twitch.tv/sjtr5/videos/all. Although on Friday my 8 hour play-through was a total failure learning of some screw ups on a few missions I was not worried about. *well One of them I was worried and died at*

and then Transitioning to next week, where did the Video's go from this week?

Right after my 8 hour stream I immediately left for my friends place 1.5 hours from where I lived, and collabed, streamed, and came up with more Ideas for YouTube. Now a couple days in at My friends place, I've actually been wanting to move to different place for some time, given the situation I was in, and slowly started to ask my friend  the impossible *yes that over-exaggerated, I'm such an insane wimp at things like these* could I move in with you? knowing that we can accomplish what we can on YouTube.
Inbetween my Favor, my friend figured out what I wanted and soon said yes making the arrangements for my move... ... I'm baffled and happy right now, BTS (Behind The Scenes) is not feeling right from where I'm at now and hurrying to make the move to stream again with YouTube Videos along the way.
so there's the Dilemma, will probably be on my old laptop I have with less than great quality but enough to get a stream going :) I wish for it to be less than a week but will probably turn into 2 weeks or more depending on my situation... (he's really Loathing this Dilemma) *Angry Times, for real not what you see in the videos, but the fact I can't function with where I'm at... ...*

(Dramatic time?)*Dramatic time*(Dramatic to its Fullest) get ready for cliches from every problem you've seen, heard, and most importantly "Feel". with a full understanding that I'm not the only one with a problem at hand and maybe similar to others I don't know, so here's what I have to share;

Divorced Family, Unsupportive Parent, Brothers and Sisters busy for school *Including parent* but with Brothers better understanding of the Possibilities of YouTube (the only good thing to have from them), and with no way of making the parent I want to show gratitude Gone. With the only concern from my parent being Money, that's it. Again, fully understanding there spot the only way to live and make the family live is funds... ... I can't say no, neither do I even know what to say to that Mentality. When I'm in position at all to stand for what I want to do when  I clearly have nothing on my side to stand up for, other than the Pride I have *which is not something to use to explain the financial lose I don't want to use in my mentality for YouTube*. Learning fully of approaching YouTube with Money in Mind is sure to screw up your Ideas in an instant (and of course seeing some of those Videos on my channel you could see why).
ok, before digging too deep into my problem I at least have made a choice to move in with my friend, not fully stuck but I have no other spot to share my thoughts and feelings. (and this is the first being open to not a whole lot of people on this blog... a first time since I don't know when) *that long, perfect*

wanting to End on a good note, that song I mentioned the other day *that 10 minute nonsense* I put a story to it, and some sounds effects. Although I may put sound effects on later as I storyboard what will happen :) . Also, while I have forgotten some Ideas I had, thankfully they're written/drawn down in a few big books I saved and taking with me. I have Plans for sure I want to share even if a copyright strike hits me there's no stopping what I want to share.

well, until my YouTube starts Functioning again, I'll be making arrangements wishing not to take a long time. (please, oh please don't take more time than it should...)


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al right, that's enough didle dadle
thank you all that do keep up with this nonsense!!

Solar J. T. R. 5

480 BULL SHIEEZA!!

(... what is with the title??) *a new feature, to compensate for equipment. clever right!!*
(... ... not saying anything)

started to pick up a bit more pace in Content, 2 videos a day Now!! one felt like enough, but I seem to get the hang of it. (well that's good, practice seems to be coming in) *no doubt about that*  I also previewed my 10 minute song *10 minutes!!* https://soundcloud.com/jacob-sohler-1/dr-wilys-metal-squad (nothing to be shocked over, other people have done it before) well the fact I want to animate it over that song is perfect awesomeness to show. (still a dream, but good enthusiasm) right still stuck on some spots, I know my main moments to share it's a matter of transitions to those moments I can't think of. ()ah, the best parts going to the best parts)*... what?*

well, most of my time this week was catching up on anime, specifically Fairy Tail, Goodness I'm almost done!! (i thought you were gonna add sound effects to your song) *... ... ... "thanks" for the stop* I decided to get story-boarding down so I have a better reference to use. Anyway, I'm thinking about adding even more to talk over what I think of Fairy Tail and other Anime I've been watching in the weeks to follow in October. I may even watch it again with a friend to share our input to see how it holds up knowing far before hand how it all holds up!!
( hm... sounds fun)*may as well use that time for something!*(good point)

Now, for the other games I've been playing: Batman Arkham Asylum and City, 5 Nights at Freddy's, and New servers in Minecraft.

Batman Asylum, completed again!! on hard, full bragging rights to the max *ha ha, I hate bragging* (you and your modesty) that's one game I love coming back to even after playing City, Origins, and Knight (yes, he has played that game here and there :) ). City though, there is so much to collect from those STUPID RIDDLES!! way too many compared to Asylum, ... it's still so much fun though **Love and hate relationship* (for sure)

TMD (The Mining Dead) best color-coated survival on Minecraft so far! it has more worlds, but I'll keep exploring TMD in the meantime. short and simple now for this other server I've been hassled (not the right word but it's what it feels like). he has 2 games One everyone already plays and skyblocks (basically island survival) *a really small island, ... apparently you can invite people to your island*
one thing I will ask is lend in a huge pack of blocks to build, so that we can make our own island and we'd want to visit them. (heck, I may even mention it in a stream next time I visit that server.) son't get the wrong idea I don't hate it, but a lot more people will be confused as to what to do on a small island...
I am no Minecraft Expert by any means, you've all seen me a month ago.  that was my first time on a computer playing Minecraft. I hardly played it on the PS3 but I at least know of it. *... ... ... i totally lost my point* (look back and read again...) *... ... oh, never mind I made point just made clarifications :) *

5 Nights, stuck on the 5th night as usual https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMicUNlCHQQ , yes I have played this before and watched others beat it including that Trick Markiplier used and others used for the Final Night. ... but I'm using it for these nights anyway *insert cheezy smile*. and of course learning some intersting stuff of how long I can last without doing anything, then to ward off foxy, and forgeting about bonnie and chica *... ... crap* now I can't wait for Monday.

well, that's all I have for this week. See you all Monday!!

Solar J.T.R.5

September NEWss...

more gaining as I go!

goodness what a week; someone "donated" a huge amount of money. (was scary suspicious, but never knew anyway). leading to learn I had to setup Twitch-alerts for getting actual donations. on the same day getting an email to join a network!! not something I see everyday.

basically, a lot has happened. while not much funds are coming in, it definitely looks promising with where i'm going. Again, that's a first! with a little bit of doubt a month ago, and now seeing possibilities and gaining confidence as I go. saying again, not much but looks promising.

if you've been watching my streams and YouTube videos https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQMkh2knyLk I mentioned a little something I've been doing after the stream and posting Videos of a "project" I'm on (what's with the quotations?) *I only said it twice* (well what are you "hiding"?).

for a bout a month-and-a-half making a 10 minute song (for what reason!!) for an animation I plan on later. I crossed over two songs I started to love many months back, mixed the two songs one day, and thought this would look awesome in a crossover! a battle against- (I'm lost already... ) *... no need* the month-and-a-half was all laying down the notes, and a few days ago I put together the dynamics and yesterday, today and tomorrow will be adding all the effects *the icing on top* (... 10 minutes of what) a duo battle against evil crossing over two games *one I played and not the other, sadly*. I'm gonna leave it a surprise within the week of streaming I'll preview My finalized version of 'Revanced Metal Squad' (revanced isn't a word.) *it sounds cool though* (how about revamped?) *it doesn't ring like it would though* (oooh! Dr Wily's Metal Squad) *DAHHH!! way to ruin it!!* (you could've "not" posted the idea, and erased it) *... ... ...*

Of how much detail I want to go in, I gotta finish it first. those that know now, that's why I've been off some days (good cover up of the technical difficulties!) *goodness the worst part of the week*

I should say that day, broadcast software stops working as soon as i start stream. trying to figure out how to respond to this "breakdown" (ok, that was funny). giving news of technical difficulties, and finding different software, testing it that day, and ended up with a stream for those that showed up at different times.

and last but not least I couldn't wait to share. Yesterday, I thought I recorded the best funniest moment of that week and ended up crashed altogether once I restarted the stream. (story time?) *story time* (Glitch Story!!)

my last play into Skywars, me and Random11 on a team. We got prepped, checked our area, Random11 left on the tree branches I made a path to the middle. numbers got down to 3 including me and Random11. as the last person came across us, the game froze (and crashed) but I was still able to move. I had a bow and arrow and finished off the last one while they both just stood there. of course this is all thinking, what else can i do when the game is frozen. Victory banner goes up! don't know how after the game has crashed. and then a few seconds later we're finally kicked out.

And it was Never Recorded!!!! *angry times* (to the fullest) glad I still remembered it when I did.
now I can forget and know that it's said somewhere along this long post.

October is coming I'm preparing more nonsense and trying something different Once I complete the game batman (again, those who were watching know where i'm at-) *about to face the Joker, sad, but best part of the game I can't wait to play!!*

until This Monday!! see you then.

Solar J.T.R.5