Last week was a blast! as of having a silly plan for an achievement I've been wanting to get for some time now. of course, before that main event, great moments I've had seeing the worst happen again but having a good time anyway :)
FNAF (Five Nights at Freddy's):
after an attempt I did before Monday I decided to try that again only failing miserably getting close and dying afterwards. keeping my cool but getting a jump here and there were definitely my favorite parts playing the 5th night over and over again.
Minecraft Skywars/ TMD/ and New server
won a game and got more kills nothing new... although I can say progress is better than none. I return to the exact same spot I died at last week, that was a great shock *and dying a few moments later...*(it was hilarious)
Time lapsing like crazy to get an Idea of how big it is in these servers, well like I said *It's Crazy*(how creative)
and the new server, well... keeps changing not knowing what to call the server. *It clearly doesn't know what it wants to be* (as I enjoyed the last 2 places just fine, I can't keep up... ... no I'm not old yet)
and the next best part happening "The Haters" came into play *for 20 minutes.... that's it?* (It's also hard to tell where the Haters go...), The best interaction I've had in some time. I was actually waiting for that day, and yet this group played along very well unlike the last one trying to tell me what's wrong with my "COLOR"... ... ... (he still can't get over that)*it's hilarious, that it was too serious for him or I'm completly blind that I know nothing of the contraption I was using* (well, no matter. ... Anyways-).
Alien: Isolation
still unpredictable to this day after 2 years later of it's release, counting it's glitch fest and broken scripts It's still a fun and frightening ride in Sevestapol (it's not a rollercoaster)*figurative speech, my friend. Figurative. Speech*
practicing for the One shot in my worst spots of the play-through, and you can see the results on twitch right now in my Archives https://www.twitch.tv/sjtr5/videos/all. Although on Friday my 8 hour play-through was a total failure learning of some screw ups on a few missions I was not worried about. *well One of them I was worried and died at*
and then Transitioning to next week, where did the Video's go from this week?
Right after my 8 hour stream I immediately left for my friends place 1.5 hours from where I lived, and collabed, streamed, and came up with more Ideas for YouTube. Now a couple days in at My friends place, I've actually been wanting to move to different place for some time, given the situation I was in, and slowly started to ask my friend the impossible *yes that over-exaggerated, I'm such an insane wimp at things like these* could I move in with you? knowing that we can accomplish what we can on YouTube.
Inbetween my Favor, my friend figured out what I wanted and soon said yes making the arrangements for my move... ... I'm baffled and happy right now, BTS (Behind The Scenes) is not feeling right from where I'm at now and hurrying to make the move to stream again with YouTube Videos along the way.
so there's the Dilemma, will probably be on my old laptop I have with less than great quality but enough to get a stream going :) I wish for it to be less than a week but will probably turn into 2 weeks or more depending on my situation... (he's really Loathing this Dilemma) *Angry Times, for real not what you see in the videos, but the fact I can't function with where I'm at... ...*
(Dramatic time?)*Dramatic time*(Dramatic to its Fullest) get ready for cliches from every problem you've seen, heard, and most importantly "Feel". with a full understanding that I'm not the only one with a problem at hand and maybe similar to others I don't know, so here's what I have to share;
Divorced Family, Unsupportive Parent, Brothers and Sisters busy for school *Including parent* but with Brothers better understanding of the Possibilities of YouTube (the only good thing to have from them), and with no way of making the parent I want to show gratitude Gone. With the only concern from my parent being Money, that's it. Again, fully understanding there spot the only way to live and make the family live is funds... ... I can't say no, neither do I even know what to say to that Mentality. When I'm in position at all to stand for what I want to do when I clearly have nothing on my side to stand up for, other than the Pride I have *which is not something to use to explain the financial lose I don't want to use in my mentality for YouTube*. Learning fully of approaching YouTube with Money in Mind is sure to screw up your Ideas in an instant (and of course seeing some of those Videos on my channel you could see why).
ok, before digging too deep into my problem I at least have made a choice to move in with my friend, not fully stuck but I have no other spot to share my thoughts and feelings. (and this is the first being open to not a whole lot of people on this blog... a first time since I don't know when) *that long, perfect*
wanting to End on a good note, that song I mentioned the other day *that 10 minute nonsense* I put a story to it, and some sounds effects. Although I may put sound effects on later as I storyboard what will happen :) . Also, while I have forgotten some Ideas I had, thankfully they're written/drawn down in a few big books I saved and taking with me. I have Plans for sure I want to share even if a copyright strike hits me there's no stopping what I want to share.
well, until my YouTube starts Functioning again, I'll be making arrangements wishing not to take a long time. (please, oh please don't take more time than it should...)
do check out the affiliate link http://www.play-asia.com/23/?affiliate_id=2412097, give the Videos some appreciation I had, as I do enjoy them myself looking at them again as I go :D https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOFRQRpCrlHw52f9FrHdtGA
al right, that's enough didle dadle
thank you all that do keep up with this nonsense!!
Solar J. T. R. 5
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